I feel really pathetic about this but I'd planned everything - what I was going to wear, who I'd invite, which songs I wanted them to do etc. - and then my Mum said I might not be able to go.
It was only a might but I still cried like hell. I've got a mayday wallpaper on my laptop and every time I see it I cry. Also, everytime I listen to Amber Lynn I cry.
I feel really alone in this situation so I really want to know if anyone else has maybe cried when they found out they couldn't go or anything else slightly similar?
Love Abi xxx =)


